📘 NRI Confessions

Hey.. nenu cheppali ani anipistondi, but please dont judge me. Na life lo rendu boys unnarandi.. Aryan and Karthik. Iddari tho different connection, kani rendu deep ga. Aryan tho na body react avutundi. First time tana tho alone unna appudu... tana gaze, tana touch... it was intense. He pushed me against the wall, na lips mida tana lips , rough, passionate. Nenu resist cheyyaleka pothunna.

A heat, a tension... addictive ayipoyindi. Karthik tho matram.... it's slow, emotional, but a depth untundi. Cuddles lo tana fingers soft ga na back mida vethesthe. chills vastayi. He kisses me like he's reading my soul. Midnight cuddles lo soft touches... and sometimes it goes deeper. Not wild like Aryan.. but intimate. Nenu rendu tho kalisi untunte... I feel complete. Okaru na desire ni ignite chestadu. Inko vadu na soul ni calm chestadu. But deep down... I was scared.
Eppudu bayam, "what if they find out?" Kaani guess what?

Valliddaru already telusukunnaru. Not just that... they planned it. Nannu rendu sides nunchi test chestunnaru. Game laga teesukunaru. Nenu love chestha ani genuine ga unte.. vallaki adi thrill matrame. Naku heart break ayyindi. Body lo chil ochindi.. betrayal ante ila untundaa ani feel ayyanu. But here's the weirdest part.. naaku inka valliddaru ishtam. Sometimes I imagine.... both of them together with me. Both touching me, both loving me. like na body, na emotions rendu vallu share chesthunattu. I know it's wrong... kaani aa fantasy lo nenu lost aipothanu.

Maybe I'm broken. Maybe I loved too hard. But naa feeling... they're real. I still crave them.. even after they cheated me.