📘 NRI Confessions

Hi andaru… nenu Keerthi, 25 years, originally from Hyderabad. I’m currently working in the USA on an H1B visa. Ee confession rayadaniki chala alochincha… but last 2 years nunchi na pain, guilt, ni konchem aina ila thaginchukovachu ani rasthuna.
Story starts around 3 years back, lockdown time lo. Appudu nenu India lo PG lo untu, remote job search chestunna phase lo unna. A time lo na room ki opposite lo Vinay ane vadu ochadu. Simple guy. First look lo impress avaledhu, but chala decent ga behave cheyyadam tho slow ga friendship start aindhi.
Appudu nenu break-up lo pain lo unna. Emotionally weak. Vinay matalu, small gestures tho close ayyam. Oka roju night, conversation baga deep ga vellai, and before I knew it… we kissed. Next week lo, we got physical.
He said, “You’re the one. Let’s build our future together.” Nenu adhi nammanu.
Within few months, naku US work visa approval vachindi. Before leaving India, periods delay aindi test chesthe. Pregnancy positive. Nenu shock adhi thelisi shock and Vinay ki cheppanu.
Tanu first silent, tarwata oka mata chepadu “I’m not ready for this. Please abort. Let’s not mess up our lives.”
Naku a matalu vini vanuku vachindi. Sare ani abort chesukunte ani cheppa but thanu kanisam hospital ki kuda raledu. Nenu alone ga vella enno kasthalu padi thepinchukuna parents ki theliyakunda.
Nenu inka US velladaniki 10 days e undhi. Tanu inka respond avadam ledhu. Nenu silent ayipoya… kaani naa pain ni thanaki cheppakapote, cheppadaniki inka evaru ledu.
Fast forward, I moved to the US, started working. And one day Instagram lo Vinay post chesadu with a new girl. My old college friend. Shock adhi chusi. Naku cheppina matale, adhe feelings thanatho kuda post lo.
Nenu go through aina dhaniki thanu ala happy ga undakudadhu ani revenge plan chesa
I collected screenshots of our intimate chats, Transaction proofs, Hotel booking history, Even clinic visit records. I created an anonymous account and sent everything to his new girlfriend.
Oka week tarvata Vinay nunchi call vachindi. Endhuku ila chesav motha ruin chesav ani. Nenu silent ga cheppanu. Na life ni toy laga vadukunav, ippatidhaka nuvvu chusindi starting mathram e ani cheppi cut chesi block chesa anitilo.
He lost her. Lost job due to mental breakdown.